Snopp Writing

Did you know it’s break my heart when you said to me that I’m just a friend for you.

And I was wrong all this time, all your attention, all your gift. Turns out is just from your kindness.

Also its break my heart too, when you said you never to be open to someone else but you talk a lot about yourself to me, but the reality is I’m not the one you choose. You choose her, I saw you fight for her. You tried your best for her. And I’m here watching that, cried so hard. And you keep trying to have contact with me. Its hurt you know, coz is not fair to that woman. And not fair to my heart either. If I consider you as friend too maybe is okay, but the fact is you more than a friend to me. I have a different feeling for you.. but I can’t told you that. Coz you don’t have the same feeling. I’m just guarding my heart. I rather watch you happy with someone else than to let you know that I’ve feeling for you. Its difficult to look you in the eyes and tried not to show my emotion. My straight face so conceiving

So many heartbroken song I heard. I’m so miserable. Try to be strong, try to be happy.

Did you know all that trip I did just a way to forget about you. But turns out is useless coz even when I already in the other island, in the other country, in the different contingent still your shadow follow my memory.

Lucky me I was surrounding with many friends who always there to accompany me. They the one that give me strength, they keep remind me. Even though they not in this town, but they’re always supporting me and listening to my complains, even is only a non sense conversation.

All this time you are the first man I trust. You always be my first, the first one I’m going out on a date. The first one I truly love. The first one that make me fall so deeply. I enjoy your present near me, I enjoy all the time we shared, I enjoy our conversation, I enjoy our silentness, I enjoy all. Even when we talk non sense. You are the first man I search when I’m in trouble you are the first man I introduce to my parents, you are the first man I let into my heart. You always be my first.

Again… its break my hearts again when you said you trust me, but your act doesn’t show it that way. And you still contact that woman. You tried to get back to her...

we'll see along the way